Title, or somethingI strongly desire to alter my perception in some means. Alcohol, weed, wish I still had clonazepam to shut my brain up and make me feel…Dec 16, 2024Dec 16, 2024
1It’s been a year. It’s hard to breathe, and I’m tired. Everything has been foggy, but it is a heavy fog now.Jun 20, 2024Jun 20, 2024
Incorrect StepsAs Grandma’s health failed, Dad said that he didn’t want to live in a house where someone had died. In some absurd belief, a “Victor” has…Jun 8, 2024Jun 8, 2024
FrogThis softball-sized bastard is staring me down, impatiently waiting for all of his toes to be replaced. I can only hope the sanding doesn’t…Jan 24, 2024Jan 24, 2024
SerotoninNoticing the Pandora app (these things used to be executables… exe) on my desktop, I clicked that in preparation to waste some time typing…Jan 23, 2024Jan 23, 2024
Recreation — The Biggest RambleStarfield is a grotesquely beautiful game, but my personal disappointment rests entirely in how utterly fucking boring it gets in terms of…Jan 21, 2024Jan 21, 2024
I didn’t knowYou couldn’t have. There was no connection to the establishment for which you work — the information was taken by another company instead…Oct 4, 2023Oct 4, 2023
What if I don’t have anything to wear for a funeral?Or wake, visitation, viewing.Jun 22, 2023Jun 22, 2023
Death is WaitingHe is in this house, but He has not acted yet. I can feel Him, hovering, looming, waiting. Like Charon, He is merely a ferryman.Jun 17, 2023Jun 17, 2023
Trapped in a CircleDrugged, planning on going to bed a while ago. Benzo — typical dose, half of one pill — to calm the cyclical thinking of anxiety…May 26, 2023May 26, 2023
Covid and Some Ambiguous Sensation in the Pubic BowlThere’s something I sense that is off. Also discussion of anatomy and loosely about masturbation.May 6, 2023May 6, 2023
Re: Linburg-Comstock VariationSubtitle: Why I want to cut my hand off right nowApr 20, 2023Apr 20, 2023